Lately I’ve been doing more updates on Youtube than here. Not by a lot, I think I’ve just recently added like 3 videos and have been trying to do like 5 min updates per day now … we’ll see how that pans out, lol. But even if I slack … honestly, it’s okay.
While I’ve been putting way more energy into YouTube lately, some days even holding a camera feels like too much, perfect example was today. Maybe my energy will increase in the next few hours, but if not, then prob no video today.
Anywho, I started thinking about how sometimes we give ourselves crap to be “productive” even when our bodies and brains are clearly saying “sis, sit your ass down.” Usually I make myself feel bad about those moments, but I’ve started realizing that it’s not really laziness—it’s more about what you’re capable of in those moments.
Either way, I’m still proud of myself. Even though it seems like I’ve been slacking, I’ve actually been staying consistent lately in ways that matter: showing up, trying, and giving myself grace. And I’ve done some of those even when my energy hasn’t been high. Not every time, but sometimes I’ve pushed thru and really surprised myself.
So all in all, this post is just me showing up. No huge updates, no deep insights. Just a quick check-in and reminder (for me, and maybe for you too) that you are allowed to not be on every day at every moment. You’re allowed to rest and still be making progress.
Anywho my peeps, I’ll be back with more—when it feels right.